Tuesday, March 14, 2006
hurt

this time you have really done it. you have succeeded in making me slowly drift away from you. i have tried so many times before to explain to you what kind of person i am and yet, you still try to change me. is it because you made a mistake in loving me? the person you thought i was... am i not the same person you thought you really fell in love with? you have so many dreams but my only dream was to be with you. i have heard you complain so many times before on how i i dont support you when it comes to your dreams. how can i when your dreams mean being away from you and i am sorry, i cannot handle that. i know how much these dreams mean to you and with this space that may take place in the next few days, you are free to do what you want. you are free to talk to whom you want to talk to. you are now free to date and think about whether it is still reall me that you want to end up with. let me just tell you that i really hate that girl!!! &^%&*$*!!!!! i really hate the idea that she gets tto spend the whole day with you and i don't! and you do not even try to do anything to make me feel secure because you feel that i lack trust? how can i trust when you do not give me enough reason to? you suddenly just stopped doing the things that you used to. i have been honest from the start... you, on the other hand, have so many secrets.. and i don't know if i can take that anymore... i love you too much to keep you from doing the things that you really want to do... i really don't know anymore...

i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 3/14/2006 6:28:07 am
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Friday, January 20, 2006
back to blogging...

it seems that the only time i get to blog is when i'm in a really bad mood. now i know how it feels to have someone doubt my sincerity. i have always had problems trusting people. and now that someone doubts my trust, it is twice the annoyance (not to mention twice the hurt). oh well, i know tears are wasted but still, they fall. they are uncontrollable, at least for me. but it doesn't matter... it just doesn't matter. i will never understand the problems that life brings. is there a solution to all these trials? is there an answer to all these questions? will there be an end to all these doubts and suspicions? will my head ever stop aching... my heart ever stop breaking?

*sob*


i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 1/20/2006 7:35:04 am
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
a very nice poem from a very dear friend...

Nothing is more practical than finding God,
that is, than in falling in love in a quite absolute,
final way.
What you are in love with,
what seizes your imagination,
will affect everything.
It will decide what will get you out of bed in the
morning,
what you will do with your evenings,
how you spend your weekends,
what you read,
what you know that breaks your heart,
and what amazes you with joy and gratitude.
Fall in love, and stay in love, and it will decide
everything.

—Pedro Arrupe, SJ


i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 12/20/2005 2:26:37 am
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
last song syndrome...

You Don't Bring Me Flowers
Barbra Streisand & Neil Diamond
- written by Neil Diamond, Alan Bergman and Marilyn Bergman


You don't bring me flowers
You don't sing me love songs
You hardly talk to me anymore
When you come through the door
At the end of the day

I remember when
You couldn't wait to love me
Used to hate to leave me
Now after lovin' me late at night
When it's good for you
And you're feeling alright
Well you just roll over
And you turn out the light
And you don't bring me flowers anymore

It used to be so natural
To talk about forever
But 'used to be's' don't count anymore
They just lay on the floor
'Til we sweep them away

And baby, I remember
All the things you taught me
I learned how to laugh
And I learned how to cry
Well I learned how to love
Even learned how to lie
You'd think I could learn
How to tell you goodbye
'Cause you don't bring me flowers anymore

i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 12/15/2005 2:27:33 am
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
in reply....

i know that it is wrong for me to make you my world... but you are my world and i will continue to make you my world until you allow me to. i would be telling a lie if i'd say i only think of you at a certain time of the day. for the truth is every part of my day is filled with thoughts of you and sharing the rest of my life with no other man but you. if it would mean dying of laughter or drowning in tears, i would go through them all and more as long as it is you that would kill me with your unique sense of humor or it is you that would save me from oceans and oceans of tears... i love you... and i love you... and i love you.. tome una mirada en estos ojos y verás la verdad... que mi amor para ti es puro y verdadero... niente più, il mio miele... ti amo così tanto...

i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 11/22/2005 8:46:22 pm
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
a dream or a nightmare...

several scenes while i was in deep slumber... you left me.

when i woke up, i broke into tears...

i hate this feeling...

i hate the thought of you walking away someday... and never coming back...

i don't know... i'm in a state of confusion again...


i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 11/15/2005 1:43:49 am
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Monday, November 14, 2005
all my life...

All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share...

All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I’d be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you...

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way
I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time but then I chose to lay it on the line

I put the past away
I put the past away
I put the past away

All my life, I will carry you through
All my life, between each hour of the passing days
I will stay with you

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way
I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time then I chose to lay it on the line

I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I wanted this all my life...

*sob*


 


i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 11/14/2005 11:00:51 pm
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Monday, November 07, 2005
frases de amor...

--- ang resulta ng isang sabado ng pagtratranslate namin nina Bakel, Henz at Dexter...

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"Mi mano es la que te escribe [My hand is the one that writes to you] , mi corazón el que te llora [my heart the one that cries to you], la letra de quien te quiere [the letter of the one who loves you] , la firma de quien te adora [the mark of the one who adores you]"

"Cuando mires las estrellas acuérdate de mí [when you look at the stars remember me], por que en cada una de ellas hay un beso para ti. [because in every one of them there is a kiss for you]"
"Soñé que el fuego era helado [i dreamt that the fire used to freeze], y que los aires ardían [and the air used to burn], así soñando imposibles [thus dreaming is impossible], soñé que tu me querías [i dreamt that you loved me].

A un ángel le pregunte [an angel asked him]. ¿Cuál es el peor castigo [what is the worst punishment]? Y el ángel me contesto... [and the angel replied] "Querer y no ser querido. [to love and not be loved]"

"Si me dieran a elegir [if they were to give me a choice] entre mi mundo y tú [between my world and you], elegiría mi mundo, porque mi mundo eres tú... [i would choose my world because my world is you]"

"Aunque te vayas de aquí [even though you leave from here], siempre estarás en mi mente [you will always be in my mind], nunca serás mi pasado [you will never be my past], siempre serás mi presente... [you will always be my present]"

Si cada vez que pensara en ti [if everytime that i would think of you], una estrella se apagara [a star would stop shining] , no habría en el cielo una estrella que brillara... [there would never be a star in the sky that would shine]"

Si tú amas a Jesús que murió por tanta gente [if you love Jesus who died for so many people], por qué no me amas a mí que muero por ti solamente? [why don't you love me, me that dies for you only]"

Para qué mirar la luna si no la puedo tocar [why do i look at the moon if i cannot take it]. Para qué mirar tus labios si no los puedo besar. [why look at your lips if i can't kiss them]"

Por un beso de tu boca [by one kiss from your mouth] voy renunciando a mi paz [i am at peace], por tus labios que provocan aprendería a volar [for your lips made me learn how to fly], por un roce de tu pelo [running my fingers through your hair], iría hasta el mismo cielo [i would go to the same sky] quisiera una noche eterna para guardar tu calor [i would like an eternal night to keep you warm] y tengo la vida entera para entregarte mi amor [and i have my life to give you my love]!!

Nacimos para vivir [we were born to live] nacimos para soñar [we were born to dream] nuestro destino es morir [our destiny is to die] nuestra misión es amar [our mission is to love] .

Ten cuidado con Cupido [Be careful of cupid], porque es ágil y atrevido [because he is agile and daring], y te flecha en un descuido [and he can hit you with his arrow without a care]. Como a mí, que el muy bandido [like me, he is like a bandit], en tus brazos me ha rendido [it has brought me to your arms].

Importante es mi corazón [important is my heart] porque me hace vivir [it makes me live] , pero mas importante eres tú [but what's more important is you], por que lo haces latir [because you make it beat].

Al perderte yo a ti [upon losing myself to you] tu y yo hemos perdido [you and i have been lost]. Yo porque tú eras lo que más amaba [I, because you used to love me the most], tú porque yo era la que más te amaba [You, because I used to be the one that you loved the most]. Pero de nosotros dos [but between the two of us] tú pierdes más que yo [you lost love more than i], porque yo podré amar a otras como te amaba a ti [because i can love others like how i love you], pero a ti nunca te amarán como te amaba yo [but for you, they can never love you the way i do].

El tiempo es cuestión de tiempo [time is a question of time], la vida es cuestión de vida [life is a question of life], la vida dura un momento [life lasts a moment], el tiempo toda la vida [time lasts a lifetime].

La distancia no es cuando nos separamos [distance is not when we separate], La distancia es si no volvemos [distance is if we do not return].

¿Qué es la vida? [what is life?] Un frenesí [a frenzy] ¿Qué es la vida? [what is life?] Una ilusión, una sombra, una ficción [an illusion, a shade, fiction], y el mayor bien es pequeño [the greater good is small]; que toda la vida es sueño [life is a dream], y los sueños, sueños son [and the dreams are just dreams]

Es triste mirar al mar [it is sad to look at the sea] en una noche sin luna [in a night without a moon] pero más triste es amar [but it is even more sad to love] sin esperanza alguna [without any hope].

Se necesita solo de un minuto para que te fijes en alguien [it is necessary that you pay attention to someone for a minute], una hora para que te guste [an hour for you to like someone], un día para quererlo [a day for you to love someone] , pero se necesita de toda una vida para que lo puedas olvidar [but it takes a lifetime to forget someone].

El amor no se manifiesta en el deseo de acostarse con alguien [love is not shown in the desire to sleep with someone], sino en el deseo de dormir junto a alguien [but in the desire to sleep next to someone].

El más difícil no es el primer beso [it is not the first kiss that is more difficult] , sino el último [but the last]

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i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 11/7/2005 9:47:52 pm
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
happy undas...









i was as sweet as rain fallin' from the jealous skies at 11/1/2005 3:34:55 pm
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Heaven help me...

If you want it you can have it
That's what you said
But I don't want the things that you leave behind
Take the pictures, take the windows and the walls
But baby won't you leave me my peace of mind
Oh such a waste of time
Oh such a waste
I still want you baby

Heaven help me heaven help me
Talk to strangers talk to strangers
Heaven help me
Over you
Help me over you
I can't seem to take these changes
Everything reminds my heart of you

Thought the first time was the last time
Of being apart
Now I find I'm having to search again
It'll happen
It's gotta happen
Come together
I just wish somebody would tell me when
Oh such a waste of time
Oh such a waste
I still want you baby

(Chorus)

Heaven help Heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me
Heaven help heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me

(Repeat Chorus Twice)

Heaven help Heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me
Heaven help heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me

Heaven help Heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me
Heaven help heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me

You're someone else's lady
So sad without you darlin'
The gods of love can't help me now
Heaven help heaven help
Heaven, heaven heaven help me


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